Aw, fuck. After one month of waiting and hoping that I’d get accepted into the Japan exchange student scholarship program, I just got a letter saying I didn’t. Shit. It wouldn’t be this disappointing if the duration of such expectations wasn’t that long. I mean, there was one month of preparing for the initial interviews, then the actual elimination screening. Then they told me that I got into the final screening. After some weeks, I got into the final screening. Then they told me to have a myriad of medical tests. Then they told me to wait for one month. I did. And now, this is the end. I’m really disappointed. After all I did, I end up with nothing. I hope I get over this soon.